I think it would be easier to be much more friendly to her, complement her, and those types of things if we actually interacted. She wont allow herself to interact. I wonder if she's doing that for some reason. She has no reason to hate me. I have tried to turn the page in my interactions with her the best I can. It doesnt seem to effect her in any way.
I have tried to show her that I can GAL, be busy, be a great dad, give her space, be more independent, not bother her or probe her about her life, take good care of my house, etc. Yet, not one spec of interest from her. I know I'm a good person and a great dad and that I deserve much better treatment than this.
I guess her mind is made up no matter what I do. It's hard to see her so cold to me. I just dont understand I guess why I'm here. The pain in her kids doesnt even seem to effect her. She's blind to a lot of stuff, mainly her selfishness.
