Big anger thing for her today. I told her yesterday that school starts Wed. She insisted it was today. Had all of us up early...and..after standing outside and not seeing any other kids outside..realized. Too bad that SHE started college again today...I had work..the kids had nowhere to go...and D5 started crying because she got all dressed up and was ready to go. They both wanted to go with me to work (I offered). W got pissed off at my sisters (they couldn't watch them) and made nasty remarks about them and REFUSED to let them go with me as she dragged them off screaming and crying for 'daddy'.
(sigh) FIB
Me 55; XW 47; 2 kids (S13, D11) Bomb 05/19/06 Original thread http://tinyurl.com/yg2ou2t Last anniversary 04/25/10, Divorced 5/12/10 Status: Loving father of 2 beautiful children;
I don( post much about my feelings or emotions anymore. I try and cope with them and process now as best I can "with a little help from my friends". However, as I type this sitting in my car outside the courthouse, I am overwhelmed with sadness at the loss of my family and the fate that awaits my children. I still struggle.with the notion that I...I am the plaintiff here when I swore that I would never destroy this.
I am not a super religious person but I believe in G-d. Please...pray for my children today and for me to help process this pain.
FIB
Me 55; XW 47; 2 kids (S13, D11) Bomb 05/19/06 Original thread http://tinyurl.com/yg2ou2t Last anniversary 04/25/10, Divorced 5/12/10 Status: Loving father of 2 beautiful children;
Lord, I ask that you provide your loving guidance to Frank and his family in this time of trial. I ask that you show him the righteous path, and provide for him the confidence to do the right thing, even when it is difficult. I ask that you reveal for Frank more strength and security in himself, so that he may care for the ones who depend on him. I ask that you give you a new heart and put a new spirit in Frank's wife; that you remove her heart of stone and give her a heart of flesh. And Lord, please protect the young and innocent everywhere. Protect Frank's children. We know you love them and will provide for them. Help us remember that our pain is not their pain; the sadness we feel is not the sadness they feel. Even if we are disappointed, Lord, remind us that children can have a happy light heart, and Lord, remind us daily that lighthearted children can offer a good lesson for all of us. All this I ask in Jesus' name, Amen.
Lord Please watch over Frank and his children today and everyday. Give them the strength and guidance to deal with all that comes their way. Please guide Franks wife and "turn her heart towards home" In jesus name Amen. BTW congrats on the new job fib!
Gman Me 40 W 30 kids B 11 B 10 D 8 Been here off and on since 06. PA Confirmed Dec 08.. With God, anything is possible. Do or do not there is no try. Sometimes you have to roll the hard six...
GOd...please protect FIB and his family. Let his children know love from oth parents even if they can't be together. Help them feel secure and safe in their parents' love
Please God help FIB feel peace in the decisions that have been made for him and the decisions he has made. Let Your hand rest upon him so he can feel Your strength within himself.
Let Your light shine upon him and his family now, when they need it most
Amen.bless you for your words SPM. Still sitting here outside the courtroom 3 hours later. My W's atty is petitioning for exclusive residence of the house. My L. wants an order to put the house up for sale. Waiting. FIB
Me 55; XW 47; 2 kids (S13, D11) Bomb 05/19/06 Original thread http://tinyurl.com/yg2ou2t Last anniversary 04/25/10, Divorced 5/12/10 Status: Loving father of 2 beautiful children;
