New Thread, new life, new happiness

[HopefultotheEnd]

Thanks for the encouragement. I really need it. There is so much I don't agree with yet I let it go and sometimes it catches up with me.

I had a great weekend, it was full of socializing and a little bit of other people's drama which while not fun on it's own it helped me put my own life in perspective. (I don't have it so bad)

W dropped the kids off Monday night around midnight. I was in bed. She came up to have the kids each say goodnight to me and then came back to give me a quick hug.

I really feel that I shouldn't examine things too closely right now. But I will continue on to see if the positive changes continue.

Tomorrow W leaves for four days to Las Vegas for a b-day celebration of one of her friends. (a friend who is known for making bad choices and encouraged W to walk away.) She booked this trip right after she dropped the bomb. I remember being worried at the time. I'm not so much anymore as all my fears from back then have been realized.(I don't know why but this is almost funny) I do wish we had the money for other things though. Her friends have a long history of making bad choices. Oh well, Kids and I will have a good time.

Final venting moment. D9 brings me the band sigh up form this morning in tears because today was the first meeting and W said she would sign her up. I'm not sure I can commit to getting her to school an hour early for practice but I'll do the best I can. I hate that W is so unreliable these days. For instance this morning she was going to Take D9 to school so i could meet my Mom with D4. She called me to confirm that she would be there in 30 minutes. 10 minutes before she is to get there she calls asking if there is any way I can do it. I at first tell her that I wasn't sure that I could and tell her to call my mom and see if they can arrange something. I didn't think that it was good for D9 to leave it undecided so I called her back and told her I'd take care of it. I know who really needs the 2X4.