Thanks for that JWS, and of course, the longer version. Labor day, like all holidays I guess, was just kind of hard. In the past, H and I would probably be BBQing with friends. I was feeling pretty low last night, but then some friends, almost like they sensed it, contacted me in various ways. I felt/feel so grateful for it I really don't know how to express it.
Really, you never know what kindness means to someone else.
I've been slacking on writing to counteract my negative thoughts, and whew--I've had some doozies lately, towards H and myself. Ouch. Gotta get back into doing that, ASAP.
H is coming over AGAIN tonight "to move some more stuff out" to his new apt. Big sigh. I'm not going to avoid him, but I am going to avoid any talk about our sep agreement, since that was going fine over e-mail. I have no idea what else he thinks he can move out without that, really. I expect that he may spew, but I'm ready to walk away, not react, and/or validate.
It is in the shelter of each other that people live.--Irish proverb
Labor day, like all holidays I guess, was just kind of hard. In the past, H and I would probably be BBQing with friends. I was feeling pretty low last night, but then some friends, almost like they sensed it, contacted me in various ways. I felt/feel so grateful for it I really don't know how to express it.
