So now I am a little mad at BFF Rose, and I am not sure how to handle it.
Obviously, right now, I have "abandonment" issues. So I get email and text from her this morning stating that it was a flashback to another friend of hers who really did a number on her. I get that everyone has their pet peeves, but I texted AND left her a message apologizing to her on SATURDAY. SATURDAY, and nothing, not okay but I'm still mad, not FU, nada. Today I get an email stating that a persons word is trust, and she trusts it won't happen again. In the meantime, she has no idea that this was really hard. I knew I was insensitive to her invitation, but I also know that life happens and somtimes we may have the best of intentions, and it just doesn't work out that way.
Just venting. I told BFF that I could not talk about this right now because I did not want to cry again.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
