Sawks,
What you are experiencing right now is called infatuation. It has nothing to do with love or a long-term relationship. I wish this full article was online, it's really great:
http://ngm.nationalgeographic.com/ngm/0602/feature2/


I hear you about hearing nothing good from your W. I thought the same thing this weekend. Is it really possible for another person to have this little respect for me? Everything from my W's mouth is like poison. I'm so ready to give up, but then some cracks show through and I see my real W, if only for a second. She still loves me, I still love her, and our friendship will survive, even if the marriage dies.

Your W is ticked that you spent the night with another woman? That shows that she still cares, no matter what she says. You're really hurting her right now. I know that's what you want to do, but is it right?

Sawks, I know NG makes you feel good, but your W made you feel the same way not long ago. This new R won't last, and deep inside you know that, which is why you keep coming back here.

My .02


Me: 30
W: 28
T 8, M 6
S: 7-27-2007
W filed (again) 3-2011
Served 8-2011
Responded, now dark
"I have decided to stick with love. Hate is too great a burden to bear" MLK