i can't believe how similar this feels to a few months ago. I just spoke to my W and she assured me that this is as hard as her as it is on me. his time she added a twist "you deserve more than what I am giving you". I just mowed the lawn and am tidying up before I finally get to the packing part....should not take too long and yes I am procrastinating. Took D7 to her firts day of school today....can't believe that we are about to rock her world forever...ok maybe a tad melodramatic. I feel like I have said all this before......weird. Bottom line is if two people do not work at it and or are not committe dto making it work, it is very difficult on the other person (ie. me). Well, I put my foot down and will have to live with the consequences....it's not like I got an argument out of her. At this time tommorow, I will either still be in piecing in our house or in seperated in the apt.....either way Johnny needs to find happiness and stop worrying about everybody else.
