Monday night just when you least expect it... it happens. After watching an old Buster Keaton movie together in bed, she turns off the light, turns off the TV and then she climbs on top of me. This is the first time she has initiated in...uh.....ever! Oh and it was great sex too.
Have we finally turned the corner?
I guess I misinterpreted the tone of Saturday night. Either she was really turned on to what we were doing then or my saying "show me that you want me" had some impact. Maybe in her reading of SSM she has finally had that "ah ha" moment, she finally "gets it". I hope that is it. This is what I have been wanting all along, it's all I ever wanted. To ML with the one I love, that's why we marry. We never want that feeling to end once we have found "the one".
From now on I won't settle for anything less. No more plain vanilla. There is no risk in losing her by insisting on passion in our SL. The risk is in ever letting that passion die. I will keep making her feel beautiful and sexy... because she is.