We made it back from our visit to Chicago and the in laws. By far it was a great trip and something needed by all.
We had a great time and the kids made some fantastic memories.
My husbands life long friends came to a family bbq on friday. An they then hosted a bbq at their house on Sunday.
The hardest part of the trip was watching his cousin..(we stayed at his house) who is our age.. interact with his two daughters and how high his priority is with his family... It was great to see...just made me wish I still had that in our life...
Everyone was very supportive and let me know that no matter what happens...I am always family...its been 19+ years and they will always be there for me. That was nice to hear.....
Received a few texts from my hubby making sure we got there and if we were having fun... I think it was killing him that he was not there.
Nothing has changed..I know he was at our house while I was gone playing on the computer...he comes and goes here as he pleases..that bothers me but I am not sure if I even want to go there... at least not while we are still sharing a checking account.
Looks like he took a few hanging clothes..but still a ton here.
It would have been nice if when we were gone he was proactive and packed some of his stuff... he had six days..he did nothing..
I am still heartbroken over this... but it is becoming apparent that he has no intentions of trying to come home or leave her...
My new focus now is that I have to go back to work on the 15th..My doctor gave me two more weeks out..I have to get strong to have to deal with looking at her 4 days a week.
Its good to be home..even though I didn t want to come back and face reality...
