Sara and Nik, thank you both for your kind words. H has know since July 24th. I told him after out first mediation meeting, in the L lobby. That was hard. He has not seen the effects because the medication I am on does not cause you to lose your hair and I have been living away since starting the treatment, until now. I am really good at hiding it. Trying to protect my S at this moment as well, he already has enough to deal with. He just knows I am sick.
Enough about this woe is me stuff. I am good. Really. Just wanted to know if you thought the letter was too much of a set back from my DBing. It talks alot about how I saw his actions. Did I put too much pressure onhim to make him run or do you think it was a good thing he read it? When I wrote it, never ever entended for ANYONE to read it, it was a way to let things out. Weak moment in letting him read it.
Broken Hearted ------------------ Me - 36 H - 37 S - 8 Married - 1992 ILYNILWY - August 2007 Moved Out - March 2008 OW Revieled - May 28, 2008 Filed for D - July 2, 2008