New month, new strategy

[istherehope]

OK no major update at all, but just journaling so that I don't start chatting with H.

Now he's online, and he made contact, but only to tell me about that charge that came out of his account, and how it wasn't his employer, and I only said weird I wonder what it was. He says he's trying to look into it, and I say "OK" Nothing more. I think he is seeing me only as a business partner at the moment, someone he can talk to about finances and pets. I want SOOOOO much to ask him how South Africa is, whether he's having a good time, what his meetings are like, what his flight was like etc. It is so hard not to be able to talk to someone who you thought was your best friend about anything like this. However, unless he starts with pleasantries, I will not. At least at this point. I am resolute in ignoring him unless something requires a response.

I really hope this works and doesn't push him away even more!

ITH