Hi Lost

I had a good weekend thanks, Saturday I was out in the garden doing some weeding and enjoying a rare glimpse of summer weather and then Sunday I met up with a friend in the afternoon and then One Day and I went to the Proms to see the Verdi Requiem which was pretty spectacular. I sang it at college too so I know it pretty back to front. It was also nice to chat about DBing to someone in person as I don't get any opportunities these days to talk to anyone face-to-face who even has a vague understanding. Also, Lisa is lovely and lots of fun so that helps too \:\)

I have just booked my holiday to Portugal at the end of October so am pretty pleased about that. I am going with my BF to a place where I went last year (I don't normally like going somewhere twice but for a beach/ sun holiday I thought I might as well go somewhere I know is nice and it is cheap and very easy). It was when I got back from that holiday last year that h dropped the first bomb and left though, so I am not sure how I will feel about that...

I am feeling a bit flat today and yesterday as I have no plan and not sure of what to do next. Lisa and I talked about building on the mentoring conversation H and I had and maybe sending him some mentoring info through and maybe an amusing clip from the office but I am still thinking on that. He hasn't been in touch and I am so wary of pursuing. We have no excuse to be in contact at the moment and, although I know there doesn't have to be contact, I would really like to somehow build on the positivity of last Wednesday but I am not sure how without pursuing. He hasn't been in touch at all.


M- May 2006
D - Aug 2010
Now travelling the world