Well last night did not go over well at all. He came home and immdediatly got down to business, I tried to say that it wasnt a good time, I was studying for an exam but he said there never is a good time and he was tired of me running from a hard conversation. He proceeded to say this D was going to happen, there is no need in wasting time. He wanted to discuss finances and I tried my best to just listen. HE got angry beacuse I wasnt having any input and left to get something to eat(after I told him spaghetti ws on the stove). WHen he got home I was in our bed and so he went to the other room to sleep. I broke and went in to say something, even though I know I shouldnt have. He said he dosnt need to be married and will wake up tomorrow feeling just as selfish as he did then. HE dosnt want to worry about anything but himself, he has felt this was for over a year and is finally standing up for what he wants. There is no one that can tell him otherwise and no he is not cray but just the oppisite, he is living his life for him now and noone else. He says he feels closer to his enemies than he does me. Im cold, I have no opinions (trying to keep my mouth shut) and he is tired of being married to someone that he cant be himself with. He isnt going to fool me and say he wont date but he swore he'd never marry again because he dosnt need a wife and family. I dont know what to do, or if I should even go home. Im afraid the more he sees me the more he is going to hate me. I dont know what to say to him, small talk didnt get us far last night. Where do I go from here???
