Question...everyone says to keep being mysterious. This is the one area where H does not even seem to care. When I say I am going out with a friend, he says - sounds fun, have a good time. I bought some flowers for myself for my Bday, H asked who they were from and I said a friend. He said they were pretty. Did not even bat an eye. Should I be more honest with him with wh I am going out with so he cant use that as a reason to not be honest with me? Has told me that I dont share my personal life so he does not share his. H has NEVER been jelous during our entire R. There was a close friend that kept persuing me years ago and H did not even get mad at him. I was the one who had to break contact because I thought it was inappropriate. Mysterious does not seem to be doing a thing.
Maybe I am just holding on too much to this still. Maybe he loves her but does not want to break my heart until after D is final. Was really pushing for it hard about a month ago. I am sad at the moment because he hug was so long and felt so good. I have not had that for months. Then I find out he lied and it still really hurts. I hate this...it is so much harder than anything else I have to do in my life!
Broken Hearted ------------------ Me - 36 H - 37 S - 8 Married - 1992 ILYNILWY - August 2007 Moved Out - March 2008 OW Revieled - May 28, 2008 Filed for D - July 2, 2008
