This is what I truly wonder....are all of these acts of kindness because he now knows or is it because he still has feelings for me. Tonight he said he felt that he was such a sh!t because instead of working on himself he went to OW. Knew it messed up his journey. Here is the thing though, he keeps telling me he is not with OW, they are just friends. Tonight he told me he went to an event today by himself. That secret "friend" (who really is not a friend) sent me a pic showing that he was there with OW. Makes my heart sad, but I just dont know what else to do. I want to have hope that he will see that I am the better choice and the right choice, but it is his journey. I hate it when I find out he is lying to me still. <Sigh> just need to detach lovingly to let him find his way while still being true to myself.
Broken Hearted ------------------ Me - 36 H - 37 S - 8 Married - 1992 ILYNILWY - August 2007 Moved Out - March 2008 OW Revieled - May 28, 2008 Filed for D - July 2, 2008
