Tired of Uncertainty....what's your take ?

[badcompany]

welp maybe time for an update on my sitch. nothing major has happened (no news is good news ?)

Spent the holiday weekend with my son and friends, wife spent it with her family and friends. Saw each other a few times, still getting along. W apparently went camping with friends and when I saw her she said "boy did I hear some stories about you !" (trying to get my goat) I said "oh yeah ?" and changed subject. end of that.

Was supposed to get "the papers" last week; probably today or tomorrow. Not looking forward to that.

3 months next week that we separated........I don't expect her to come back, but I do, I don't, but I do.....I hate this...

Every mass I attend, the homily (catholic sermon FYI) is about saying no to infidelity when the situation arises. Of course my wife needs to be hearing this but won't come. It does me good to hear it anyway.

Had a cookout with a close friend, then went on a bike ride through town, followed with up a couple of long islands and some hot wings....1 a.m. came too quick.

all in all, this new life I was forced into is ok; the major plus is I get to see my son all the time. downside W doesn't want to spend time with me or him and I together.