Silver, no prob, we are all here to learn and share. Actually, I filed the D because H had no interest in stopping contact with OW. Read my next post and you will se where I was and why I did it. Wish now I had not though.
H came over tonight because S was having a meltdown. After S fell asleep, H sat down to a glass of wine (thanks Sara and Nik) and we started to talk. He shared some things with me, we joked but he still brought up some things about D and how to talk with S. I agreed with him on all. At one point, he wanted to know some things about me so I shared a letter that I wrote just for me. Probably should not have done it, but cant go back now. I am going to post it here...warning it is VERY long. Afterwards, he had tears in his eyes and gave me a great big hug that lingered and said I hope you had a happy birthday. I know he still loves me but think he probable feels so much shame at this point (told me he felt so shameful for his actions). Anyway, going to share now what he read. Some of this I was not going to talk about here because it is a different journey, but......
Broken Hearted ------------------ Me - 36 H - 37 S - 8 Married - 1992 ILYNILWY - August 2007 Moved Out - March 2008 OW Revieled - May 28, 2008 Filed for D - July 2, 2008
