I know exactly what your saying. You and I are so much alike.

It's almost sceery!

I HATE the back and forth feelings. I tell myself the same exact thing.

And then in and instant, there I am. Thinking about what we had. I guess its normal.

Lately its been less about her, though. I may not be doing all the right things, but it makes me feel better about myself. I feel good. Actually great. Having fun.

All I know is that I DON'T want a relationship with ANYONE right now, but my girls.

And at the same time that I say that, I'm lonely as hell.

I said it before, I think I'm loco.

Last edited by hopeful4her; 09/02/08 04:33 AM.

Me 47, WW 38
SS18, D15, D10

Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08

"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."