Everytime I Start to Believe....

[Sugar and Spice]

You did so well not calling the troll a troll. I am not sure I could have held my tongue. As far as you offering to talk if she wanted...wow. Though that might actually be a good idea. I mean aren't there enough lies going around. May not hurt to clear some of that up.

I respectfully disagree, Kat. This woman was obviously NOT a friend of your marriage, and all you're likely to get are more lies.

Puppy

As far as I'm concerned they are both liars. Nothing has changed as far as they way I feel. I tried to take the high road for myself, but she and I will NEVER be friends. I would answer the phone if she called me though, why not? Know thine enemy...

I'm tired. I'm tired of being lonely and feeling like I don't matter. I'm tired of being the "good" parent. I'm tired of trying to do the "right" thing and getting kicked in the teeth for it. I'm tired of trying to take the high road. I just want to be left alone.

My H is systematically killing everything I have ever felt for him and I'm afraid by the time this is all said and done, I will have wasted all of this time fighting for something I don't even want anymore.