Did you watch Two and A Half Men tonight? I don't watch it often but it was about Charlie being really sick and just wanting someone to take care of him - LOL!
But I know how you feel. We all want our "mommies" when we're sick or a really tender significant other.
Be good to yourself, Brig. You've been through a lot. Allow yourself some rest and TLC and you'll be back on top in no time.