Thanks Sep...it is like a whole bunch of things just hit me at once, and I feel alone. It used to be that I could talk to H about all of this, but I haven't been able to do that for almost a year, and it is amazing how much I still miss it.


Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..