Ohhh Lola I sooo know the feeling that you are talking about. I too feel that every time I get to a point where I think everthing is just starting to look up, be it financially or emotionally I get a fly kick to the gut!!! I have come to the conclusion that for whatever reason I am meant to become extremely strong through this ordeal and now look at every set back just as another challenge that I need to work through. I have discovered that I am more stronger than I ever thought I could be and have learned ALOT about probelm solving on my own.
This is only another test for you and you will overcome it and become stronger also.
