LO, thanks for asking. For the last month, I have had nightmares about him seeing her again. and in the nightmares, he was not telling me things but was not covering his tracks either. I tried to brush the nightmares aside but the dreams have been tormenting me. I was not able to sleep well. Last night, H woke up and found me wide awake. I told him that I had a nightmare but not about what. He probably guessed what hte nightmare was and held my hand. I am thinking about bringing up R talk again. We had not had any R talk for a few months already. However, I don't know how to bring it up to not cause an argument. If the nightmares were just that, then he would probably be upset. If they were true, I am not sure what I would do.... Meanwhile, life is OK. I am busy with kids starting school. My school will start in about 2 weeks. Life will change once I start as I won't have all the time dedicated to H. This will be a test for us as I have been a full time housewife for a few years. Having him to share some responsibilities (which he had done before when I worked) will be a change for him.
