Today I am CLEANING HOUSE. Cleaned up the girls room. Washing clothes. Hanging clothes. Vaccumed. Cleaned the kids/guest bathroom and shower/tub. Installed those new saver light bulbs, but need more, cleaned the disgusting light fixtures in the kitchen that were greasy. No telling how long its been since she's cleaned them. Dusted the living room. Rearranging stuff.
House cleaning was not her specialty. Decorating was.
Took down all the decorations and picture of stuff and various flower pots, fake sunflowers, bird house sh*t.....
Took it all down and put it in one of the extra rooms to sell later or get rid of. Or whatever. Even all the decorations in the bathrooms. Both of them.
Shredded a lot of old papers. Came across another valentine/anniversary card. Kind of put me in a funk.
Took out my guitar that I never learned how to play and set it out in the living room. Also took out nephews electric guitar and amp and put it in the living room, too. He still has all his stuff here even though its been about 2 months since he's been here.
Took out the learning how to play guitar video to watch some time this week.
Starting over with a clean slate. Decorate with what I want. Little by little though. Funds, you know.
THATS what I've been doing today.
And jamming out to some Audioslave and U2's Joshua Tree. Haven't even eaten today. Maybe tonight.
To me, the look was because, like I said, she probably thought I blew her off and ignored her. She knows I see my emails right away. I'm sure she was thinking all kinds of nasty sh*t about me like she usually does, then my response explained it.
Or who the hell knows. No one but her. Don't care.
Texted D11 today. She never called me last night. She passed out.
I told her that I DID go river rafting. Do you think that was wrong. I want to make sure they don't think I'm just doing nothing.
Ya'll no I'm not, but the river rafting sounded really cool to do. Hoping she'll tell her mom. I'm just being stupid, I guess.
Being here alone sucks, but I can do it. Maybe I'll go hit some golf balls when it cools off. Or go shoot some hoops.
But other than that, not doing much
Me 47, WW 38 SS18, D15, D10
Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08
"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."
