Ok, I'm going to give this thread another stab. I'll throw out a beacon and see if anyone shines any light back into it.
On Thursday, I let my attorney take the reins and offer up an "uncontested divorce." My part being to let the h stay in the home. He called and said he would not file that day and would wait and see what I offer.
Then since then, he's been all angry and offensive ever since. I'm resigning myself from here on out to drop the rope. I can't stand the way he makes me feel. I'm calm when I don't talk to him, and he's all about blame.
Someone pushed up his camper window yesterday, supposedly, and supposedly tampered with his new lock, that he replaced so I can no longer get in. At least that's what he intimated. He took the time to call me last night and let me know this, and of course, he said I was the one who did it. I lost my temper and yelled into the phone that I can't let him drive me insane like this, and hung up. I know. I handled it wrong. I should have just let him vent and hang up on me, which is how he communicates with me anymore.
Then, this morning, I tried to talk to him again, but he was "busy moving his camper to a new location," so I can't find him. ha ha ha. I think if I really wanted to find him, I could. Then he said, "I'm not the one who's violent. You are." He likes to blame me for everything. What's up with that?
But, I will let it stand. I'm dropping the rope. I don't even know if I love him anymore. He's hurt me too much. Someone once said, it's over when I say it's over. And since he only wants to come home anymore when I'm not here, I guess I'm saying it's over. How is that he can change the locks on his camper, but I'm not allowed to change the locks on the house. I've threatened that, and he said, "Go ahead and waste your money." So, I don't know. I guess he's got a inside scoop that I don't have. Wonder what it means.
