Had a horrible w/e, suffering from PMT quite badly and felt just horrible about g/f (although she felt much more like ow). If I feel that if her R with H came after we split, she's g/f, if during my R with H, then ow.
They are getting a house together, and H asked if he could make a payment through my paypal account for the deposit (he would pay me back though...)!! I said
NO!
probably for the first time in our entire R history, I said no to him. I don't have to worry that I will lose him if I say no anymore.
Was reading a book about SA and co-addicts, and they said that co-addicts will often put up with anything from their Ps, as they don't really think they will find anything better. But, I've discovered I can't handle his R with the g/f... and it is such a revelation! The first thing I 'couldn't handle'!
Can you help me put down a deposit on our new flat? NO!
Would you like to see some pictures of the new flat? NO!
Will you be able to bring the children and come and see the flat? NO!
It's freaky!
Last edited by happycamper; 09/01/0808:59 PM.
Me:36 M:16 D final: 08/09 Ds:10&5 Ss:8&3 Bomb 3xPA 200 sexual encounters 15/06/08
