I know I am really blessed to be this far ahead after only a couple of months. I try to remember than always. I hope I do not come across as whining.
I did have plans to hang out with a friend later today but that just fell through so I will find something else to do. Tomorrow I am getting together with a different friend and have some errands to run. I will keep occupied as much as possible.
Thanks for reminding me that he still has not said anything about it not working out. That's true. I just keep losing sight of that. It is hard to not feel negative sometimes when he is not ready to jump back into life with me again. But I just need to wait!
He is coming over as soon as he wakes up on Wednesday even though our session is not until 3. It is the first time we will ride together to and from the session so that could be interesting. Then afterwards he will stay with me. I asked him if he would go to church with me that night for Bible study (because we used to go together all the time but now that he lives far away he doesn't go anymore) and he said as long as he does not have to work that evening he would go with me. So that is also huge. I hope he comes with me. That would be really nice.
So there are a lot of good things there too. Especially coming to my house first thing when he gets up when he doesn't have to come until 3. Kind of the same thing yesterday. He could have cancelled, I gave him the option, since it was so late and he was tired but he wanted to come anyways.
I think I just feel a little stalled because things went from bad to really good so fast that I got used to rapid progress and now that we are slowing things down a little I am panicing a little.
Thanks for remind me that there is no need to panic. I just need to be patient!
