Random thread title (it was the only thing that popped into my head).
I haven't updated in a while, and I guess I should do so, since my idle mind is thinking about things today.
I haven't contacted XGF at all since I last updated. She has contacted me several times. I've ignored her for the most part, other than when I thought I needed to reply, such as her asking me Thursday if I wanted to do anything. I felt that needed a reply and the reason...since I'm holding my ground. In that conversation, she told me she misses me a lot, and that she thinks about me all the time. I told her that I felt the same, but certain things had to happen.
Friday she sent me a text to tell me that she was going to Aarons because he wanted her to come there to discuss things. I told her to be safe. At the end of that conversation she told me she loved me. Not prompted by me at all. I was actually shocked to hear it. I replied with, "I know."
Saturday afternoon she sent me a text again. I thought she was going to update me on her sitch with aaron, but that wasn't why she contacted me. If had known it was just going to be idle chat, I wouldn't have responded. She was still at his house. So we chatted briefly and then I told her I had to go. I was replacing a water pump and changing the oil in my car. She told me she would let me know how things went. I simply said...K. She then sent me a text saying, "sorry...you are always on my mind though. I don't mean to do this to you." I replied again by simply saying I know.
Sunday I didn't hear from her, and I didn't contact her. I haven't talked to her today either. I'm a little bit irritated because I was lead to believe that her visit would just be Friday to discuss things with him, but now I know it was an all weekend thing through the holiday. I'm irked a little bit about that.
I guess that's why I felt like I should update. I feel like I've done a heck of a job being distant, and holding my ground against being her OM. That's really drawn her to me a lot becuase she texts me multiple times per day and now tells me she misses me and loves me. My mind is stirring as to what she is doing this weekend. I hate being idle. I didn't think I had any expectations, but maybe I did. I needed to get it out a little bit. Better here than anywhere else.
Last edited by job; 12/25/1911:46 AM. Reason: added link to previous thread
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