I know the feeling. We're also in the process of selling our "dream" home. The one W wanted so we could start our family in earnest. She has convinced herself I don't care about that home. She tells me and others that I was never willing to participate in taking care of it -- she can look at the murals on the bedroom walls I painted, the woodwork, the deck, all the blood sweat and tears I poured into that home... and still say I didn't want it.
Well, she's made that true... I no longer do want it, not without my wife and my family. She has turned the fruits of my labor -- and the fruits of my love -- into ashes in my mouth.
But we will move forward in our lives and do better. Someone will find you to be the wonderful person you are. Christ will lead you to a better place.
