I'm back after a long absence

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well since we came back, things have felt a bit more normal, we have space to not be in each others face all the time so I think that helps

we have talked about other stuff, had some friends over for a bit last night and that seemed okay, we both discussed that we didn't do our assignment and he asked when our next appointment is, that always makes me nervous, like he is planning on bombing me, but you know with the way he has talked lately I think he would just tell me now, he has every other time recently so ....

he was a bit funny this morning, short is how he described it, then i remembered that he admitted to me he gets real tense and nervous and stressed before a long run and he is on one right now, so that is contributing, not doing a great job of distancing myself from his emotions

tomorrow school starts for all of us, so I will have something else to think about at least, a distraction is a good thing

need to keep up the PMA, or at least get closer to a PMA