They are all about my age (22) and she is 27, none are married or have kids, they will accept it, and hell, they will join in
My W thinks that I loved my son more than her, I can understand why she felt that way, I couldn't show her how i loved her as easy as I could him. My wife argues and stuff and i never argue back, i didn't know how to deal with the arguements and stuff. so i tried to keep the peace all the time. I realize that i was hurting us, and i told her that today. She was contacted by her eldest daughters father today, and she spoke to him for a while. He was pretty much the reason that her depression and distrust and stuff is so bad, but she was ok talking to him, sort of.
I miss her a lot, I don't know if I can ever show her the way I really feel and have her believe me. I'm not hiding anything anymore, and it is different, and she knows that it is (but probably doesn't care). I'm not going to give up on her and on use, but right now i just need support ideas and hope.
She is worth every second, of this quiet despiration, and I know that I'm not the only one on here with that same feeling. Thanks for the help
t7-years m3-years Me:22 W:27 Wifes kids (love them like my own) D-10 D-7 Our Kids S-3
