We had a great day. The kids experienced life the way it should be. No heartaches. No nagging.
They learned how to swim.
After leaving family picnic.
We went to town.
Road the incline. Got real ice cream. Went to the lookout. Went to the plaza and watched the dancing fountains. Got fake tatoos airbushed.
Daughter said it was the best night of her life.
I took picutes on the phone and sent them to wife.
On the way home I crashed a little. Went down in the funk. We had to visit her at the her work, the ice cream store.
She was so beautiful. She looked tired. She said they were so busy today.
Got home with the kids. They were exhuasted.
When she picked them up. She looked Sad. She looked really sad. She missed the day with the family.
This is her decision. Here and I didn't have that much interaction. But when I did, I looked her in the eye. I can tell she didn't want to leave. She looked sad. But off she went.
I went to bed. DB alarm clock went off. I'm writing.
Bworl... Christ didn't have a concious to care what others thought, or how they would react. You either had faith in him or loved Him.
He wouldn't care one iota what anybody thought.
Here is where it gets scary. He gave them grace.
They would have had the tenacity of grace to realize their wrong doings.
We meaning you and I, do not have that luxury. To know or not to know.
I need to keep her calm. I told you that in the beginning. I'm telling you know.
Does doing what you said bring me closer to my goal?
Shut her down... She is the one still holding on. Keeping it on the back burner.
The letter, the forms for taking her off the insurance. Sit on the counter. She saw them. She said I don't pay child support. What is stopping her from filing. What is stopping her from taking the forms and taking herself off the insurance.
I asked her in the past. Do you want to loose the house? No answer. Let's talk about financials. She doesn't want too.
She doesn't want a schedule.
I burned her today. In text. I told her she needs to run the ice cream shop and make her own schedule. She needs to take over.
When she picked up the kids. I called her boss lady.
She wears a polo shirt and different color pants. She doesn't have to wear the visor anymore. She is moving up. She needs to run it. She needs to fire B girl. She needs to run it. I didn't tell her to fire B girl. But she knows she needs too.
B girl is ahead of her there. Under B girls wing. She needs to rise above her.
I could run it. Sleeping... That's me... I can do anything. Anything I want or put my mind too.
I'm putting my mind to fight for this family. Slow... Hard... dumb, sometimes.
What works... You don't know what works until you reached your goal.
