Ima, Or she wants to give me a false sense of security.... Journaling... W got called into work this morning. While she was gone I took a lazy day. She texted me ideas for dinner. We settled on BLTs Her grandmother called in the mean time and was invited to have dinner with us. W was acting very sweet to me and the kids. After she got home and grandma arrived w Stated to get dinner ready. I talked to grandma. She asked for a piece of paper and began to write down what looked to be a budget. W gave me a few half smile glances but I stayed neutral. Later she gave us the list and wrote on the bottom "work it out" Soon after grandma left.I went outside to watch D hula hoop in the yard and counted for her. I think 17 was the highest. Later I went back into the house and saw that W was at her computer reading her mail from her shyster lawyers. I noticed that she had a slight smile on her face, or so it seemed. My mood was still very neutral while hers was still cheery. That soon changed. She got quiet even kinda pissy with me. But we started to watch the race and she fell asleep. I snuck a look at the papers that she left out on her desk. Dunno why she left them out, maybe cause she figured Id look since I get the mail.... They were basically the ones that describe what see think the marriage is in legalizeeze .... irretrievably broken. Uhh sure honey.... the rest described the rest of the process once she returns the part that she must sign. and so they sit on her desk waiting..... Meanwhile I'm neutral....
Gman Me 40 W 30 kids B 11 B 10 D 8 Been here off and on since 06. PA Confirmed Dec 08.. With God, anything is possible. Do or do not there is no try. Sometimes you have to roll the hard six...