Everytime I Start to Believe....

[Sugar and Spice]

Didn't even realize the last one locked. My threads are so boring now, but in the grand scheme that may not be such a bad thing.

(((Lost))) if I had tried to have chocolate anything I would have been hurtin' worse than I was.

(((H4H))) I'm not sure if he thinks I really have a problem or if its just done out of spite...is he a jackass? Oh yeah!

Is that a "Not that there's anything wrong with that" kind of partner?

Yep. He is a really good friend to me and has been through this whole thing.

My body feels better today, but my spirit doesn't. I just feel empty inside. I can't even explain it. I don't feel bad or good, just indifferent. Not sure why I'm in such a funk but I really have been feeling it the last couple of weeks. I just feel like I'm going through the motions...empty inside. I put on a happy face and do what I'm "supposed" to do but for what? It just seems so fake. I'm not even sure what I'm fighting for anymore.
I think I just need a break from everything.