Nik and Ready, you both are so wonderful. The dedication you have put forth to help others like me is truly inspirational. You can never know the depth of gratitude I feel towards you for your sage advice. I found a small book that I was ready about a man's journey to becoming a buddhist monk. I copied this quote because it rings so true to my sitch and hopefully it will ring true for others here as well:
"When someone is searching," said Siddhartha, "then it might easily happen that the only thing his eyes still see is that what he searches for, that he is unable to find anything, to let anything enter his mind, because he always thinks of nothing but the object of his search, because he has a goal, because he is obsessed by the goal. Searching means: having a goal. But finding means: being free, being open, having no goal. You, oh venerable one, are perhaps indeed a searcher, because, striving for your goal, there are many things you don't see, which are directly in front of your eyes."
Broken Hearted ------------------ Me - 36 H - 37 S - 8 Married - 1992 ILYNILWY - August 2007 Moved Out - March 2008 OW Revieled - May 28, 2008 Filed for D - July 2, 2008
