You do NOT disappoint us! I don't know that many folks really get 'detached'.....I think it's a wave function. Able to be more detached at times, and less detached at others. I don't think it's all or nothing.
You're human. It's ok to be vulnerable.
And it appears you behaved well. Be who you are, which is pretty great. You have a lot of love and respect on this board.
peace and all good, sg
sg Love is PATIENT, love is KIND, LOVE never fails / DB since 2001