I feel sad today. I was GAL and went to a craft show with my friend. While there I saw some bracelets that I knew H would like and it was a struggle not buying any of them for him as I would have in the past. Then I dropped my friend off and I am home alone and just feel like crying. It sucks that he is such a dork....I wish this process would go alittle faster. I haven't heard from him since he stopped by Friday after work.
I know that there have been a few baby steps in the right direction but sometimes it scares me to think that there is a possibility the he will never want to make it work.
