do feel more power within myself with the packed bag.
H is working on a roofing job tomorrow(side job). My kids want to go to the park for a cook out but I don't feel like going because I know I will end up babysitting all day while they want to go do whatever with the friends that they want to come along too.
If H is going to be all day I think I might go boating tomorrow afternoon with my brother and SIL. H can meet the kids when he's done if he wants.
JAK
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez