S4 turned into S5 on Friday. H came over for dinner. It was nice.
I had a party for S5 on Saturday. Family and friends...and H.
My dad left the party halfway through....it was too hard on him, seeing H there, pretending all was honky dory and no one had been hurt.
H took the kids home with him afterwards. Today he celebrated S5's birthday with ow and her entire family ! How can a man do that ? Celebrate the birth of a child he had with someone else with his new girlfriend?
He told the kids that they could call ow's parents granny and grandad....
It repulses me.
It's not detachment, but it's how it makes me feel.
I'm sure that I disappoint you all by not being 'detached' enough by now, but I'm just human and sometimes this stuff really hurts.
Why is is that when we are kind we get dumped on....? I see so many of my friends being so bit@chy to their partners, yet, they are happily married.
I'm doing well, just had an off day.
Thanks for bothering to read this far ! xxx
Last edited by Cinderellaman; 08/31/0808:03 PM.
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
