Is he starting to come home?

[No Longer BH]

Thanks Sara. I am in a better mood today. I KNOW I am very blessed with the amount of love I have in my life. Like you said, special days are the hardest.

When I got home, I opened up the present my S got me. He is soooo considerate and sweet. He bought me a necklace and a bracelet beause he thinks I am beautiful and wanted me to feel pretty (BTW, I left him the money so he could go shopping. He wanted to do something for me and I did not want him to feel bad for not having the money). AWWWWW!!! H did not get anything for me, but that just tells me where we are at. He did stick around for a couple of minuites to talk about S, but he seemed a little distant. He wanted to know what I did last night for my Bday and I told him where I went but not with who. He downloaded some songs that I had asked him if I could have, so that is a positive, and he told me he was going to cut the grass Tuesday night.

I left the concert tickets out in a spot where he could see them, hoping he would mention something about them again. He did not say anything so I am just droping the idea that he might go. Just looking at it as it is still too early for that. THere will be other oportunities in the future. I am being upbeat and positive and happy while around him. I walk out of the room first and say good bye first, but always thank him when he is doing something for me. This entire process is really teaching me what it means to have patience. Sometimes it feels like any progress is moving at a snails pace.