Oh, this one is gonna hurt. It's scary, REAL scary. Gotta do it. In death ground fight. I've got to kill off that other guy. I wish he would just hurry up and expire.
Dambit all to you know what anyway. I started reading 5LL a few minutes ago. I'm not at all over her. That isn't the point. The point is that even though it hurts, I'm to the place now where staying hurts worse than going. Why wasn't she strong enough. Why couldn't I grow 10 years ago. WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY?!?!?
Why can't I be an idiot for whom there was never any success? Then I would be used to stuff not working out. NO, I've got to be the smart guy who can do anything with persistence. College is just a pain in the arse, not a pain in the heart.
