For the Guy with Kids and a WW 11

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The message WAS good. Don't know if you remember how I told her about puting our marriage and husband and wife stuff in a box. The day I gave her my ring. Just wanted to work on us as two people.

Lotta good that did. Now she has my ring. That was like last October, before she got sick. Maybe the email reminded her of something.

I had a GREAT time last night. This bar was totally different from the one last Friday. More affluent crowd. Not rockers, but they def. got drunker. Lots of usually straight lace people really trying to be cool. It was funny to watch. Then I thought to myself, "Sh*t, I hope I don't look like that!"

I know a lot of guys were looking at me and the girls thinking, "What the F! Why the hell does he have three!"

K was being especially playful, but on purpose. She's a wild one to begin with, but totally a friend.

"Dude, you don't deserve any of the sh*t that you have gone through. You deserve a hell of a lot better than youve gotten! I wish I could find a guy like you. Your handsome, great personality and a just a great guy. I want to find someone for you. I CAN find someone for you."

"Thanks, but I'm okay."

As hot as she is, and believe me she is, I know her history. Ain't going there. The line for her starts way around the corner and down the street. Been married 4 times I think Hottest 43 year old I know in real life

D11 tonight has been saying how she doesn't want to leave. Doesn't want to go back. I told her I felt the same.

"I'm so mad at momma."

I told her again, that she needs to express herself to her mother if she hasn't. Mom thinks things are gonna be just fine. Let her know how she feels. But she doesn't want to start drama.

Totally understandable. Then we just have to accept. We may not like it, but we have to accept what mom wants. I told her I love her mother very much, but I have to get along, too. She doesn't want to be here.

D11 says she wishes mom would move back home.
"I would put super glue on her feet so she can't leave."

Now D11 is out on my bed. She forgot to call mom. Oh well.

Why do the kids have to go through this? I just cannot understand puting them through this. If it weren't for the girls, I would have flown months ago, I think. No one deserves this.

Debating the river rafting tomorrow. K says she was inviting B too but B don't do that type of stuff. WAY too girlie. K and B are best friends.

And being out with them last night, B just ain't my type anyways. We have a lot in common strangely, and she is a lot of fun, but she's just not what I would look for. A great person, but......just not for me anyway.

Unfortunately for me, GBG is.

At least she used to be. It's sad when you see the glimpses of their former self. When they let themselves.

Anyway, I'm tired and need some sleep. Its after midnight and working on about 3 1/2 hours of sleep. Been going all day. Never made it to my buddies house. The girls were just plain tired after the mall. Me too. Church tomorrow and then have to get the girlies back to their mother

Another good thing today. At the mall, took the girls to do some sniffing with me. The sales ladies were great with them and we sniffed all kinds. One was a cutie. I told D11 I thought she had a thing for me.

"Dad, I think she was 18."

"Dohhhh!"

The final final?

Got the Acqua and the Diesel.

D11 liked the Acqua, but the Diesel reminded her of Dr Pepper, and she loves Dr Pepper She had the women laughing too.

"You know, it kind of does, now that I think about it" said the cutie.

Chalk up another great day with my little cuties.