wHad another argument with my wife on the phone. She is trying to dictate who gets what when it comes to property from the house. And I am still mad at the fact she wants to hit me for $7K to from my savings for the D. I am just so upset that she is D me and on top of it wants to soak me. I am already am having to pay child support and even though I have the kids 1/2 the week. Besides half of my retirement. In reality I don't care about the money or the stuff as much as I hate that she has done this to me. Once I sign this paperwork next week the D is final. I feel like I have failed at everything. I can't imagine how we can ever get back together. She doesn't even consider my feelings about losing our marriage. All she cares about is herself, money, things....and him. 17 years doesn't mean anything to her. She cares about the kids but considers them to be "fine" with everything. I wish I would have never met her..and at the same time I love the old her...I hate this sooooo much!


H 42
W 37
M17 T20 years
3 daughters 11,11,14
seperated 11/26/07
EA neighbor/ moved in w/ him 2/8
Filed for D 01/08 finalized soon