I seem to be doing a lot wrong. I'll work on getting better although I'm not sure that it will matter at this point.
Just got off the phone with H. He told me he doesn't want "us" anymore...doesn't want to come back to me ever...that he's finally finding the happy person he used to be and doesn't ever want to be in our R again. He said he struggles with feeling guilty about leaving but he was miserable always wondering why it was I wouldn't be intimate with him and cannot get over it. He said that he doesn't want to string me along any longer by having sex as "it's not going anywhere" and it's just confusing to both of us.
I think I may need to just resign myself to this and move on...I asked him if that's what he wanted me to do and he said it was the only fair thing to do since he doesn't want to spend any time with me right now and doesn't see a future for us together.
