...Sara.. I will cry but only when he leaves \:\) I won't let him see me.

His eye is so so. He worked today but will have off Sundy-Wed, so that will be a nice long rest for eye.

That's one thing I have a problem with taking things to heart, I can't help it.

JAK.. HOW ARE YOU???? Holy hanna.. I think the break down might be a good sign that he knows your serious???? I hope so!!

Sometimes I think its a guy thing, sometimes I think he's just obsessed. not good. It would be nice if he had some nice words once in a while, but I won't get off on that tangent right now.

Cleaned almost all day and Im still not done. Got tomorrow to finish up...

OH forget to tell you all.. he's actually coming home THIS wkend. He messed up his days and thought the 11th was on a monday.. so he's coming home sooner. So that's good.

Im so tired from cleaning, gotta go relax and figure out what to have for dinner!

me: 37
H: 44
Married for 18 years this june
S7
S3
porn issues, and much more... since 7/06

Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.