2 steps forward, 3 back

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I have gotten on the meds. Never sure if they really work or not. I do not believe he will return, he has said so a million times. He called me a psycho and said to leave his stuff alone. I threw away some pics I found of the GF. That really set him off. I knew it was wrong when I did it. If only I could take it back. But I am taking the high road from this point on. He took the kids camping for the weekend. Didn't say anything to me while picking them up but as I said he didn't say anything nasty either. Someone reminded me of that positive. So I am going to try and stay out of contact. Seems he is staying out of mine, he wouldn't answer a text regarding camping. He'll come around, it will just take time. But I will still continue and GAL. I was out last night late with friends from my support group, out for dinner tonite with a friend and then back with my group for a comedy club. Did my 4 mile walk this morning with a friend. Keeping busy.

School starts this week, not sure what new changes that will bring. We will have to communicate about it I am sure. We haven't even bought supplies or anything.

I guess I put my eggs all in one basket and now I am paying for it. He wants the D sooner rather than later or he says he will make things difficult. Threatened me by text that I should pay attention to my kids or I will lose them too or something like that. I told him threats don't help.