Ok, missing the kids a bit today which is ridiculous b/c I see them so much of the time! I called H's cell to talk to them but he didn't pick up. Maybe they are at the movies or something and he's not just being rude. My plan was to call 2 or 3 times today and try to get hold of them, like late afternoon and maybe tonight before bed. If he doesn't let me talk to them I will add that to my journal. I know my therapist said they like to give custody to the parent that allows more access (which would be me). If he gets custody there is no justice in the legal system!!!
Ok, something that has been worrying me the past week or so is I think I'm going crazy (well, maybe I'm already there) . Sometimes when I'm feeling strong I think I'm going to meet a wonderful person who will be a great role model for the kids and I'll be better off, and then in my lower moments I'll think I'm going to be alone forever and be a crazy cat lady with 50 cats (not that there's anything wrong with that, and I already have one cute cat), but not what I was really hoping for in life!
I called H's cell to talk to them but he didn't pick up. Maybe they are at the movies or something and he's not just being rude. My plan was to call 2 or 3 times today and try to get hold of them, like late afternoon and maybe tonight before bed. If he doesn't let me talk to them I will add that to my journal. I know my therapist said they like to give custody to the parent that allows more access (which would be me). If he gets custody there is no justice in the legal system!!!