my crazy mess part 5 the saga continues!

[christarn]

Sandi
thanks for all the input. I think the hotel thing may be a little over the top for me. I'm crazy, but if he won't even text back...i don't want to go to extreme...but the idea will stay in storage bank and could be used further down the line!!!

As for my friends doing something, I talked to her earlier this summer and she seemed ok with the idea...I will tell her if they are uncomfortable not to worry. We really wouldn't have to go to their house, if they could just facilitate a group outing...that would be great! I just need to get in contact with her. We work together, but with my school schedule and her babysitters schedule, it seems we hardly ever see eachother!! I think she will be game, her and her husband have been sooooo supportive of H and I getting back together, their phenomenal people! I admire them and their R/M...they really have their act together!! And they're great people!

Well if you need contributions for a new keyboard let me know...i appreciate all your help and support!!! We could have a new thread...help sandi2 buy a new keyboard!!!

Well it's a busy weekend, need to study for midterms...yes it's that time already!! WOW!! My sister and I are going to see our uncle and family who live about 2 hours away later today. He's having a small family dinner....he adopted us after my parents past away...it's always great to see him and his family...he's so good to me!

I just let "naysayers" and their BS go in one ear and out the other. I feel as if I am the one who has to live with the decision of a D...nobody else. This decision is between me, God and H...no one else. If they don't get it or like...i don't really give a sh*t!!! LOL!!!! Maybe that's a crappy attitude, but it's just how I have learned to be. There are few people who truly "understand" what it means to stand for a M...and have faith it can work. It's my choice, God will let me know when it is time to stop!

thanks again Sandi...I appreciate your help, guidance, advice and support

hugs
Christa