It was beyond grim I was so tempted to ask the waiter to take it back but it would have been quite shameful. Also, the way he placed it down was with such a flourish like it was some kind of master piece. It was beyond grim though and I feel like such a carnivore today! Even though I eat meat, I don't eat a lot, certainly not raw and bloody and I also hate cold food. I really don't know how I forced it down other than by detachment - DBing is so handy lol!
I do have a feeling things are going to change, I'm not sure how or whether it will be good. But I'm not sure whether I should sit back or do something instrumental.
You know the rent thing is a really good idea. I am going to let him put it on the market (I think I have to) but I really think it is unlikely to sell in which case I may suggest the rent thing. We wouldn't lose money I don't think either so it is a really good idea.