And so it begins....

[one_light]

Hey FIB,

Yeah, still alive. Swinging back and forth in a manner I'm sure you're familiar with. I read the Gray book. Good stuff there. Trying to get a handle on the anger, sad, fear, sorrow, stuff. All the focusing on love her, love her, remember the good times, etc., was tough to go through but probably worth it.

I've accepted that it is over and that has by far been the biggest break through. It almost seems like the whole marriage was a dream. Something that was wonderful, but temporary. I keep telling myself that I deserve something, and will have, something better. I don't know if I really believe that though.

I don't get to the computer much out here. I sincerely hope all is well in your world. I continue to be warmed and comforted by your simple interest in my plight. God bless you man...